I Am a Recovering Thinker

“It started out innocently enough. I began to think at parties now and then — just to loosen up. Inevitably, though, one thought led to another, and soon I was more than just a social thinker.

I began to think alone — “to relax,” I told myself — but I knew it wasn’t true. Thinking became more and more important to me, and finally I was thinking all the time.

That was when things began to sour at home. One evening I turned off the TV and asked my wife about the meaning of life. She spent that night at her mother’s.

I began to think on the job. I knew that thinking and employment don’t mix, but I couldn’t help myself.

I began to avoid friends at lunchtime so I could read Thoreau, Muir, Confucius and Kafka. I would return to the office dazed and confused, asking, “What is it exactly we are doing here?”

One day the boss called me in. He said, “Listen, I like you, and it hurts me to say this, but your thinking has become a real problem. If you don’t stop thinking on the job, you’ll have to find another job.”

This gave me a lot to think about. I came home early after my conversation with the boss. “Honey,” I confessed, “I’ve been thinking…”

“I know you’ve been thinking,” she said, “and I want a divorce!”

“But honey, surely it’s not that serious.”

“It is serious,” she said, lower lip aquiver. “You think as much as college professors and college professors don’t make any money, so if you keep on thinking, we won’t have any money!”

“That’s a faulty syllogism,” I said impatiently.

She exploded in tears of rage and frustration, but I was in no mood to deal with the emotional drama.

“I’m going to the library,” I snarled as I stomped out the door. I headed for the library, in the mood for some Nietzsche. I roared into the parking lot with NPR on the radio and ran up to the big glass doors. They didn’t open. The library was closed.

To this day, I believe that a Higher Power was looking out for me that night. Leaning on the unfeeling glass, whimpering for Zarathustra, a poster caught my eye, “Friend, is heavy thinking ruining your life?” it asked.

You probably recognize that line. It comes from the standard Thinkers Anonymous poster.

This is why I am what I am today: a recovering thinker. I never miss a TA meeting. At each meeting we watch a non-educational video; last week it was “Porky’s.” Then we share experiences about how we avoided thinking since the last meeting.

I still have my job, and things are a lot better at home. Life just seemed…easier, somehow, as soon as I stopped thinking.

I believe the road to recovery is nearly complete for me.

Today I took the final step… I joined the Republican Party. “

Thanks, dorid. 

6 Responses

  1. :) you’re welcome.

    I hope you didn’t leave my page today before viewing “Harry Potter and the Mid-Life Crisis”

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  2. dorid, :) I have even created a posting around that video. That plus the news of a musical HP makes life interesting.

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  3. This post is wonderful! Especially the tag line.

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  4. hmh, it may be a little too true to be funny :(

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  5. Sehr geEhrter Aerchie

    mmm … errrr … how can one put this delicately, to an Evolutioniser & custodian-breeder of LongDonkeys ….

    When Jesus preached his first Sermon “Repent and believe, for the Kingdom of God is at hand”, I don’t think he quite had “Joining the Republican Party” in mind

    Yr obedient servant etc

    G Eagle

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  6. Herr g eaGle, I have not yet succeeded in breeding a donkey in captivity. It is of course possible that Jesus was talking of an Earthly Kingdom taking over from Rome. This would make him an early terrorist. Had he not been stopped when he was he may have been the worlds first suicide archer. Now I have problems covering my own ass – – -

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